MY DRUG DIET, STARRING THE INJECTABLES!:

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MONDAY!:
swallowed, morning
-2mg Klonopin
-300mg Lyrica
-40mg Prozac
-18.7mg Effexor
-50mg Topamax

injected, trigger points
-shoulder, right, X2, marcaine
-shoulder, left, marcaine

swallowed, mid-day
-2mg Klonopin

swallowed, night
-.5mg Mirapex
-18.7mg Effexor
-50mg Topamax

Tuesday!:
swallowed, morning
-2mg Klonopin
-300mg Lyrica
-40mg Prozac
-18.7mg Effexor
-50mg Topamax

injected, trigger points
-shoulder, right, marcaine
-shoulder, left, marcaine
-skull, base, right, marcaine
-skull, base, left, marcaine

injected, intramuscularly
-Toradol, left "hip" (ass-cheek)
-some anti-emetic, right "hip" (ass-cheek)
-eventually a drug that sounded like "new-caine." Described as "like Demerol, but without the unpleasant side-effects."

swallowed, mid-day
-2mg Klonopin

swallowed, night
-.5mg Mirapex
-18.7mg Effexor
-50mg Topamax

I was at the clinic for three hours this morning (from nine to twelve, and exactly. I mean spot-on), with a headache I knew would take a lot of work. Also I was incredibly nauseated. So much so that I couldn't eat my cereal this morning. It's always a struggle to get food down in the morning, but today... nothing doing. Disgustingly, the Honey-Nut Cheerios actually slid down my tongue and back into the bowl. That nauseated me all the more.

Anyway, I don't feel like writing because of the "new-caine." I feel like napping -- only eight hours of sleep between the last two nights.

I should say that, with all the needlepoint Dr. 9 and 1 did for me today, Humpty is put back together fairly well...

[Pain, anxiety, overall: 4/10.

...Until tomorrow. I fall of the wall in my sleep.

And jesus christ, at times just how self-absorbed an activity this is hits me like we imagine olde-time doctors slapped newborn babies' asses...

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